Maybe,

Haaaa. Okay the best ftsk line to suit how jhahdagdhas I'm feeling now:

Why do I put myself in these situations?

&

I know that I shouldn't let it get to me,
But it does and who am I kidding?

Omg. Thank god Ade is talking to me now. If not I'd be mad.
My heart sucks. I think we're going a little too far. Wait, but..

Omg I really hate myself.. for always letting the bad things outweigh the good things D:< I don't know why is my mind so damn negative. I think I am pessimistic. & I think you'd hate me for that. Omg :( I don't know..

I am so sorry :(